Worshiping Mistress Girlfriend
People always notice the contrast between Graham and Nell. He is big, tall, silent, even intimidating. She, petite, slim, always cheerful and amiable.
At home there is different, more emphatic contrast. Graham kneels before his girlfriend. He crawls on hands and knees. Groveling in worship, lifts his soul. Nothing is comparable.
Graham is Mistress Nell’s slave. He rarely speaks in public. She does the talking.
He is physically strong and tough. He fears only his Mistress Girlfriend. Her frown, harsh words make him tremble. With her, Graham feels small and vulnerable.
Graham discovered his submissive orientation as a teenager. He kept it hidden. Feelings of shame made him strive to excel in every sport. He spent hours training in the gym.
With the physique and stride of an alpha male, he attracted submissive people. They wanted – often unconsciously – Graham to dominate them.
He spanked a girl once. She was thrilled. He was confused and guilty.
Anguished desire made him inarticulate and clumsy. Mistresses grew impatient with Graham. He was never invited back.
Then he met Nell. She seemed to bore into him with a laser. Nell saw the man hidden behind the formidable exterior.
Without preamble or test, she took control. Resistance was impossible. He felt grateful awe.
Nell is beyond his understanding. She is a sadist. Corporal punishment is her passion. Graham has felt canes, quirt, floggers, tawses, whips and hairbrushes. He has been pinched by clamps. Felt the sting and bite of unnamed instruments.
Sometimes she pulls his head, kisses him. Then she kicks him in the testicles, knocking him to the floor. She blends tenderness and cruelty. Graham never knows what Nell will do next. This deepened his worship. He feels that Goddess is more than an honorific.
But she also makes him eat proper food, visit doctors and dress neatly. She takes care of him. Under her rule, his life has improved.
Nell routinely humiliates Graham. Emotional sadism, degradation, excites her as much as whipping him.
Graham mentioned his feminization fantasies. Nell shook her head, telling him to never mention the idea again. She did not want a sissy.
Mistress Nell decided that Graham was sufficiently trained and disciplined. He went with her to fetish parties. Nell passed him around to friends. Strange Dommes pinched, whipped and tormented him while his Mistress watched with amused approval.
When she lent him to a Master, Graham almost rebelled. Nell told him to either obey or go away forever. That weekend he learned a lot about sex. None of it enjoyable. All of it humiliating.
Graham lives with Mistress Nell. His job keeps him busy. When she brought in a second male, he ached with jealousy. The other slave is a servant. He does all the routine chores. His satisfaction is in servitude, not pain.
Graham’s paycheck is deposited in a special checking account. Mistress Nell deducts his expenses. The rest is transferred to a savings account. It is Graham’s money. He is forbidden to spend more than his allowance.
She forces Graham do what is in his best interest.
Erotic cruelty is in her nature.
At home he lives at Nell’s feet. She relaxes as he kisses and licks her feet. The worship of a splendid beast delights her.
He is her favorite dungeon plaything and sex toy.
Often Mistresses are invited to visit and play with Graham. His stamina and strength make him a challenge they relish.
He is never bored. Nell is energizing and a continuing surprise. She enjoys his suffering. But is often kind.