Malesub’s Apologies are Inadequate
Unterwuerfling
In Femdomly men are taught to confess their misdeeds. To report errant thoughts to Mistress.
One afternoon Michael crawled to his girlfriend Mistress, Audra. He carried a rattan cane in his mouth. Lowering his head to the floor; the submissive man waited for permission to speak.
“Explain yourself Michael.”
“Mistress, I have been having angry thoughts.”
“About me?”
“Yes Mistress.”
“Why, you have always told me, it is an honor to be my slave.”
“Chastity, Mistress. I’ve been so horny that I’ve become resentful.”
“You are mad at me because I keep your penis locked?”
“Uh … I’m sorry Mistress. Really. You know I love and adore you.”
“Michael, I can’t accept this. I’m glad you are courageous enough to confess. You need severe discipline. Ugly thoughts must be punished. The purity of your servitude must be restored.”
The submissive boyfriend touched his forehead to the wooden floor. A gesture of humblest acceptance.
“Go weigh yourself.”
Michael crawled to the kitchen, stood on the scale, crawled by to Audra. He told her his current body-weight.
“You’ve missed your weekly weight loss goal. You even put on a pound.”
“I’m sorry Mistress.”
“Apologies are inadequate. Go to the punishment space.”
He crawled to the extra bedroom. Stood in a corner. Audra followed. Chains attached leather cuffs to the corner walls. She locked Michael in place.
“Since you admitted your guilt, you will receive only ten lashes for your resentful thoughts.”
Audra never warms up. From first to last, she beats him with all her force. Each slashing blow bites. Michael moans quickly become sobs.
“I found a candy bar wrapper. You bought junk food, didn’t you?”
“Yes Mistress.”
“Ten lashes for breaking that rule. Twenty lashes for trying to hide it. That is the same as lying.”
“I’m – ouch!”
Michael flinched under each blow. Wept.
The pain of punishment was intensified by knowledge of guilt. Inability to control his behavior motivated him to search for an authoritarian woman like Audra.
He hates corporal punishment. But feels he needs to suffer if he is to improve. Is duty-bound to accept his Mistress’ discipline.
Sweating, breathing hard, Audra smiled. She enjoys the physical assertion of her power over Michael.
“I’m still very angry with you. Twenty more lashes to make sure you never forget.”
His punishment complete, Audra unlocked Michael. He fell to the floor. Curled into a ball. Audra knelt beside him.
“My sweet foolish boy. I won’t pretend that I didn’t enjoy disciplining you. My pleasure aside, you needed this. Spanking purges you of guilt – you have paid for your crime. And reinforces your desire to give me honest and total submission.”
Weak, Michael managed to kiss his Mistress’ boots. His favorite way of saying “Thank you Mistress.”
No man could be more fortunate. His Mistress takes care of him. Punishment is a form of care giving. She forces him to become a better servant, and hence, a better male.
